Tired of waiting

maybe.

baka nga.

i want to but i can't.

pwede ba na i want to but i can't?

for me, if you want something, unless you really subconsciously don't want it, or at least not 100% sure, then there will always be a can.

Just a random thought. I feel na i am living in a life where rules have to be set and one always have to live by it or else. I'm not a social deviant but what is so wrong with living spontaneously? I'm not talking about burning your money or throwing caution against the wind, i'm talking about taking life not too seriously and just enjoying what you have right in front of you.

I have seen enough deaths in my lifetime to know how valuable the present is.

So what's the airlift about? I ask my senior doctor.

A lady out in a restaurant choked on a piece of steak, had an arrest, lasted for thirty minutes of CPR, i think she is brain dead right now. Imagine that, at 42 years old.

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And her? Had to amputate both her legs. She was driving en route to the hospital to visit her husband, got hit by a semi on the freeway. Thirty five years old.

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Life is so short and i refuse to spend it thinking what other people think. For every five person that agrees with you, there's another five that would disagree, one that would hate you, and one that would plot your downfall. The important thing is , you know who you are, you live life without regret, you give it your best, you jump off a plane and challenge yourself to become a better version of yourself, to leave the world a better place and to live a life pleasing to your Creator.

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I am tired of waiting on people. From now on, i live my life. Anybody cares to chase after me and my adventures, is welcome to go after me and run with me. But i'm not waiting.