And it's not just doing stupid stuff like jumping off a perfectly good plane.
You see I may have lost the concept of fear. Or i do not understand running away from things because of it.
The one thing worse than fear, is not knowing what would have happened. It bites not to know that. So i make what seem like stupid decisions but i get off it... unscathed. Reality does bite. In a my shirona kind of way. That's why there's surgery, anti tetanus shots. One of the persons that really impress me is Steve Irwin, he lived more than any other person twice/thrice his age. I'd rather live a short bright life than a long boring one.
So anyhoo what was the point of this?
There's this old john cusack movie with jack black on it, they talked about soundtrack of life, how his life could be chronicled by the music albums he bought at that time. Anyways, for fear of being persecuted by anti limewire people and getting my face splashed as the poster girl for pirated music, i turned to apple store. And there i bought a couple of songs for the soundtrack of my life recently, chapter closed, but loved every moment of it, and the album isn't too bad either.
Track 01. First Time - LifehouseLooking at you,holding my breath,For once in my life,I'm scared to death,I'm taking a chance,letting you inside.Feeling alive all over again,As deep as the sky, under my skinLike being in love, she saysFor the first timeMaybe I'm wrong,But I'm feeling right where I belongWith you tonightLike being in loveTo feel for the first time
Track 02. Bubbly - Colbie Caillat
I've been awake for a while nowYou got me feelin like a child now'Cause every time I see your bubbly faceI get the tinglies in a silly place
Track 03. Paralyzer - Finger Eleven
Well i'm not paralyzed but I seem to be struck by you I wanna make you move... If your body matches what your eyes could do... I hold out for one more drink, before i think i'm looking too desperately.. This club will hopefully be close in three weeks...
Track 04. Insensitive - Jann Arden
... how to be insensitive...
Track 05. Boston - Augustana
think I'll start a new life,I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...I think I'll go to Boston,I think that I'm just tiredI think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,
Track 06. Barenaked - Jennifer Love Hewitt
Track 07. Crush - Jennifer Paige
It's just a little crush...
Track 08. Black Horse and the Cherry Tree - KT Tunstall
.. Well my heart knows me better than I know myself So I'm gonna let it do all the talking.I came across a place in the middle of nowhereWith a big black horse and a cherry tree.I felt a little fear upon my backHe said "Don't look back, just keep on walking."When the big black horse said, "Hey lady!" {When the big black horse said, "Look this way"}Said, "Look this way, will you marry me?" {Said, "Hey, lady, will you marry me?"}But I said no, no, no, no-no-noI said no, no, you're not the one for me
Track 09. Love Song - Sara Bareilles
I'm not gonna write you a love song because you ask me to..
1 comment:
that excellent movie of john cusack's that you're talking about is High Fidelity. (Sorry, I assumed you were looking for the title since you didn't include it in your post)
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